(random stuff)
Who created this world?
I'm sure that everyone have thought of this question be4.
some ppl may think that the ans is god.
but, who created god?
every living things in this world is perfect i can say.
animals, human, trees....its so amazing......but who created them?
Its so perfect .__. for example humans, how come we have so many internal organs and each have its own uses? How come we existed like tat ? (who think of this n made us like tat? == sry i know its weird to say it like this)
animals, they somehow know how they look like and know what ability they have.
come to think of this questions...its kinda scary ==
Its like everything are plan out in this world.
everything in this world r kinda linked up and it makes it perfect...like food chain etc..-.-
solid liquid gaseous. who created this ? == energy lost...etc..omg my head is spinning..
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hmmmm......but im not satisfied of this world ...becos its boring...(sry hahaha)
humans....argh boring -.- ...ok so next is >>> im gonna work n earn money, start a family? ,aged n die.
ok ..many ppl live like this....but some ppl r not..i know that ...but tat route of life...is boring too.
for example, adventurous, how adventurous can we be? == travel around the world? argh ==
or go to a deserted area and live like how bear (man vs wild), or get lost, got injured there and die? (I shouldn't be alive)

hahaha -_______-

life can be interesting too if there are many fun frenz, family etc with us.
I know that too...but human is a very complicated creature -.-

why isit that when we r sad, we will tend to find some ppl to speak up to?
wat do we wan? o.o
isit becos we wan ppl to know how sad we r? (u think they care? seriously? == or rather, y should they know wat we r feeling?)
but i think its becos we wan someone to cheer us up. tats wat i guess (abit of psychological issue here)
and come on == who in this world will know how sad we r?
the most they look sad and sympathies us, cheer us up and tats all.
i find this very true >>> in this world, many ppl show that tat they care for u, but actually they are not, inside their heart, they feel nth about u at all.
The most they listen and forget within 3 days.

i sound like a forever alone..hahahaha! oh well..its 100% true to me and as u can see i dun trust any1 easily.

In this world...."me" is first and "you" come next (inside everyone's heart)

Next time when u r sad...u find some1 to speak up to and see if im right or wrg (provided tat the person is not some1 tat suffer the same prob as u)

AND next time when some sad ppl speak up to u...see if u really do feel the same sadness as tat person n really really care for tat person. (provided tat the person is not some1 u love etc)

this world is black n white.

I have enough of this world..

i wan to die but i dun want to....hahahahahahaha becos we r human right? (human instinct)
im someone who have experienced "u r going to die soon" feeling
n this is fear, i know many of the ppl still do not know wat it feels like =D

ok tats all..this world seems beautiful but its boring. I'm not gonna trust any1 in this world and let me indulge in my own world instead.

U caught me and now im ur prisoner.
I want to break free from u.
I know i can...but yet I can't
I need to respect u and i dun wan to hurt any1
But u need to let me go one day.
U cant hold on to me 4ever.

I have been learning cross hatching technique...

I'm still very good at it.

I will be learning colour pencil technique soon =D

The 3rd drawing...argh!....the legs...omg == fail LOL!

2nd drawing..hmm still ok right? =D

the 1st drawing...==llll the pose should be 1 leg 'stepping' on the wall ...but end up it looks like its walking or running -.-

The wrists also abit too small..=\

when will i get the proportion right?! -.-

aaaa my colouring fail ==

the eyes look horrible...i prefer pencil =\

full body drawing! =D